Today's a full moon. A lunar one at that. Things seem to always be weird around full moons. I sometimes feel so vibrant and alive that I'm going to explode. Other times I feel like I want to disappear into the folds of the universe. On those occasions it makes me feel like I'm going to implode.
I feel centered, but in a way that is untouchable and indescribable. A lot of energy is used up to try and remain centered in this gravitational pull. I just don't know how to exert energy toward any one person at all. I want to lie in a field and let the wind circle my limbs, kiss my eyelids and crawl over my face. I want to feel the weight of gravity lifted off of me.
I want to go away for a very long time.